So I haven't updated in a long time.

Been fun reading some of the bullshit on people's blogs. Expecially those hopeless souls that live in suburban America thinking their lives suck.

-lying awake motionless, my soul disappears for all eternity-

Did I sound goth there? Obviously people live in bad situations, but alot of these people have it MUCH better than the people that live in the ghetto. Live in Compton. Someone breaking up with you or your dad beating you up will be the least of your problems.

Obviously these things are for venting your emotions, but good lord, are things really THAT bad? Get over yourselves you whiny little bitches and do some pushups.

Jesus Christ, I just woke up from a nap I didn't know I took. That ever happen to any of you? Your watching TV all fine and awake, then all of the sudden you wake up and like 2 fucking hours have passed! I think this is partly because of how much liquor, weed, and xanex I had last night, but woah!!

It was fun to get back with the whole gang again. I was getting pissed off at the amount of people that started to show up at Brian's house. It started off the usual, me, Jimmy, Brian, Reggie, Ramon, Tara, Corey and it seemed like within a 5 minute period, 14 people were in the house! It was really uncool. I felt really sorry for Brian. I also wish I was coherent enough to talk to the people yesterday as the party went on. Eventhough, there was this bitch there that would just not shut the fuck up, and kept changin clothes every 5 secs. Hearing words come out of her mouth was like nails on a chalkboard, and I never even really talked to her!

Ramon was telling me some of the stuff we did, and places we went, and I have absolutley no recolection of alot of the shit he told me. Bars are friggen strong. I will tell you that, I'm so relaxed today it's not even funny. I was throwing the football with my dad, and I couldn't run 5 feet. I threw the hell out of the ball though.

Well that's my exciting moment of the weekend. Later. \

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Well, Bush has just proved once again what a racist redneck he is.

It took him 5 days to send help to the refugees that were affected by the Hurricane. Why? That part of the state is dominated by black people. They make up a large part of the population. If this would have happened in Beverly Hills or another white part of the country, do you think he would have taken him that long to send relief?

Bah... and the gas prices... ouch. I'm not blaming the recent rise in the prices on Bush, but before the hurricane it was still fucking expensive. Wasn't one of the promises that Bush flapped to us, that we would have cheaper gas during this whole ordeal? Looks like he really came through with that.

Maybe he should just go back to Crawford and let people that have a brain run the country.

LISTEN TO MY BLASPHEMOUS CHRISTIAN MUSIC!!

Yes... yes... that's me on guitar with Borkla on vocals... we will be getting high and recording new material soon, so go to the crowbar birthcontrol myspace page to hold you back for a little while... :)

I can't believe I'm doing this again...

01. Who are you, what's our relationship :
02. How and where did we meet:
03. What's my middle name:
04. How long have you known me:
05. Tell me one good thing about myself:
06. When you first saw me what was your impression:
07. B-day:
08. My favorite band at the moment:
09. My color eyes:
10. Do I have any siblings:
11. Have you ever had a crush on me:
12. What's one of my favorite things to do:
13. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
14. Describe me in 3 words:
15. Name 5 things I love:
16. Do you think I'm good looking:
17. How would you describe me to someone:
18. Would you ever date me:
19. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
20: What do you like most about me:
21: If we could spend a day together what would we do:
22: Have we ever gotten in a fight:
23: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
24. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
25. What do you think my weakness is?
26. Do you think I'll get married?
27. What makes me happy?
28. What makes me sad?
29. What reminds you of me?
30. If you could give me anything what would it be?
31. When's the last time you saw me?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
35. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
36. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
37. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
38. Would you make a move on me?
39. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?

Fill this out prs... kthx...